Transition is Hard

 Transition. Transition is really hard. Like monumental. Where I'm going from here is constantly on my mind. What I'm doing, who I'm doing it with, what the plan is. But what if I don't know? What if I'm starting a new adventure and the future is unknown, and I can't entirely plan for it?

    That's what I'm doing now. I have 27 days until my last day in my current position. After that, I move out of my current role and go part time, back to the role I started as. For those of you who don't know, I'm an educator for a hospital-based transport team. And I'm quitting. I'm tired and burned out, and someone with a lot more gusto and enthusiasm than me can take on new adventures for the team. My time is done. I'm going to be working 2 days a week as a regular old paramedic on the ambulance and helicopter. 

    What else am I doing with my time? I'm becoming a health and wellness coach. What does that mean? Helping people build better relationship with their bodies, food, and exercise. Finally taking care of themselves for the first time. No more gimmicky diets and BS diet food. No more trendy workouts that they secretly hate. To eat a vegetable and enjoy it. Wearing the bikini to the beach and giving the beach the body they live in and not the body they secretly want. That's my dream. To help other people like my coach has helped me. To be that source of stability and accountability that so many of us need. 

    BUT I'm scared!!!! Why? Because what if no one wants me to be their coach. What if the price I charge is too expensive? What if I make no money, and everything I put into this coaching certification is a waste? What if people think I'm a fraud? I'm putting myself out there with no promise of return, and it's super scary. But here I am. 27 day. We'll see where the adventure goes from here.